New Baby

So I will be keeping these posts to myself for the time being and publishing them once we go public with this pregnancy. But, I didn't want LB 2.0 to be left out of the proceedings and my musings on this pregnancy.

Hi LB2. I wasn't surprised by you like I was by your big brother. I was pretty sure I was pregnant since I knew what I felt like last time. You have made your presence known very quickly and my nausea has already begun. I hope this means you are going to be as happy and healthy as your big brother. I pray for you already- that you will grow safely and that I can be a good mother to you. I am actually more nervous this time around. I know what to expect and I worry that I won't be able to handle two children. I really want to try breastfeeding again but I'm scared of failing for a second time. But, we want you. We love you. We're excited you exist. Our family has a spot waiting for you to fill.

Love,
Mama